All the time Derrica took, she means. Guilt pangs hollow in her chest. Another joke, then, to ward it off:
"The man boarding us would probably just think me another ghost," she scoffs, lightly. "When he's not mistaking me for a servant he thinks I'm his long lost niece and tells me all about how haunted the guest wing is."
She folds her shirt so the blood is contained and hidden beneath the cleaner layers, but keeps hold of it with one hand. A reminder why she's here, an anchor to keep her from drifting too close. (It doesn't stop that magnetic lean, the tilt of her head, the slight parting of her lips even as a smile lingers there.)
"Do you think that's better or worse than being mistaken for a barmaid?" Derrica asks lightly. She feels some prickle of anticipation. The awareness of moments like this, when she could simply lean forward just so and change the trajectory of the night, has never been worrisome.
But it's Athessa, and Derrica can't be so careless. Besides, this is a shared room anyway, a saving grace for both of them as Derrica pulls out one of her spare shirts.
"Here. Try this? It should be more comfortable than something stiff with blood anyway."
"Depends on whether or not barmaids get free drinks," she says. Between ghost, servant, niece, and barmaid, she'd pick the ghost.
Derrica's shirt is roomier in the chest on Athessa, but fits about the same everywhere else. It's comfortable, and most importantly it's clean and not torn or bloody. (And, sure enough, it smells like her.)
"How's it look?" Asked as she flips her hair up over the collar so it doesn't get trapped beneath the shirt.
For a moment, Derrica doesn't say anything. She looks at Athessa, expression softening into a smile.
"You look good."
Which can be diminished any number of ways, especially when Athessa arrived covered in blood. But the sweetness of Derrica's tone lingers before she draws a breath, then stands, contents of her satchel clinking.
"I can walk you out, if you want. I need to bring some of these tankards back down."
Later on, that sweetness will be the reason Athessa thinks of Derrica, not the Venatori when she traces the pale scar on her chest. When she's back at the senile old man's estate, alone in the too-large, overstuffed bed and replaying the memory of this over and over and over again, she'll lay the shirt over her pillow and fall asleep thinking of that smile.
"Alright," she says, standing as well and setting about collecting her field leathers. The idea of imposing on Derrica even more would have her denying the offer, but— "Since you've gotta go down there anyway. Need me to carry any of 'em?"
"The plate?" Derrica prompts, having balanced three tankards accordingly in her arm. "If you have a spare hand."
If not, the plate's lived in their room for a day, it can stay for another. She lets Athessa head down the stairs first into small alcove between the bar, main room, and small backroom where the makeshift kitchen lives. Trading off the tankards, Derrica touches Athessa's elbow lightly as she turns to go.
"See Isaac about the scar when you can. He might be able to do better than I did."
Athessa catches Derrica's wrists and steers her back against the wall so they'll be out of the way when she leans in to kiss her. At first, her hands lift to cup Derrica's face, brushing her thumb against her cheek. Then, they plant flat on the wall beside Derrica's head so she can lean further against her. Her heart is hammering in her chest, her mind racing with thoughts of her and I need you and this will ruin everything.
Which is why Athessa doesn't actually do any of that.
In actuality, Athessa smiles at Derrica and shrugs.
"How could anyone do better'n you?"
Then, with minimal longing, bids her goodnight, and leaves.
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"The man boarding us would probably just think me another ghost," she scoffs, lightly. "When he's not mistaking me for a servant he thinks I'm his long lost niece and tells me all about how haunted the guest wing is."
She folds her shirt so the blood is contained and hidden beneath the cleaner layers, but keeps hold of it with one hand. A reminder why she's here, an anchor to keep her from drifting too close. (It doesn't stop that magnetic lean, the tilt of her head, the slight parting of her lips even as a smile lingers there.)
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But it's Athessa, and Derrica can't be so careless. Besides, this is a shared room anyway, a saving grace for both of them as Derrica pulls out one of her spare shirts.
"Here. Try this? It should be more comfortable than something stiff with blood anyway."
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Derrica's shirt is roomier in the chest on Athessa, but fits about the same everywhere else. It's comfortable, and most importantly it's clean and not torn or bloody. (And, sure enough, it smells like her.)
"How's it look?" Asked as she flips her hair up over the collar so it doesn't get trapped beneath the shirt.
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"You look good."
Which can be diminished any number of ways, especially when Athessa arrived covered in blood. But the sweetness of Derrica's tone lingers before she draws a breath, then stands, contents of her satchel clinking.
"I can walk you out, if you want. I need to bring some of these tankards back down."
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"Alright," she says, standing as well and setting about collecting her field leathers. The idea of imposing on Derrica even more would have her denying the offer, but— "Since you've gotta go down there anyway. Need me to carry any of 'em?"
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If not, the plate's lived in their room for a day, it can stay for another. She lets Athessa head down the stairs first into small alcove between the bar, main room, and small backroom where the makeshift kitchen lives. Trading off the tankards, Derrica touches Athessa's elbow lightly as she turns to go.
"See Isaac about the scar when you can. He might be able to do better than I did."
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Athessa catches Derrica's wrists and steers her back against the wall so they'll be out of the way when she leans in to kiss her. At first, her hands lift to cup Derrica's face, brushing her thumb against her cheek. Then, they plant flat on the wall beside Derrica's head so she can lean further against her. Her heart is hammering in her chest, her mind racing with thoughts of her and I need you and this will ruin everything.
Which is why Athessa doesn't actually do any of that.
In actuality, Athessa smiles at Derrica and shrugs.
"How could anyone do better'n you?"
Then, with minimal longing, bids her goodnight, and leaves.